Monday, December 21, 2020

Lockdown 3.0 - diary of a Londoner

Sunset on the River Thames
They call it tier 4 but we're essentially in Lockdown 3.0. Since my last post on Lockdown 2.0 in November when I did a detox and endured a vigorous exercise regime, I'm focusing on being healthy and happy. 

On average I've walked 51km a week over the last 5 weeks. I'm feeling healthier and fitter. 

Diet
Seeds and nuts with a fried egg on rye bread
Food is a central part of my day. It's high protein and low carb. I eat eggs, seeds, nuts and vegetables for breakfast. There were a few days of rye bread. Lunch includes meat or fish and vegetables. I've been making lots of broth which is a super boost for my skin. Dinner is a spinach smoothie. I drink lots of milk and no complex carbs, sugar, processed food or salt. On average I have 100g of protein a day, 130 - 170g of carbs and 70g  - 100g of fat a day, totalling under 2000 calories. 

Daily fruit plate
I've cut back on eating lots of fruit. Instead I'm having a vegetable intensive diet. 

I keep a daily food diary in the fitbit app. It's helped me refine how much I eat. I aim for 70 to 100g of protein, or about 25% protein and less than 2,000 calories a day. Fat and carbohydrates vary between 30 to 40% of my diet. 

Mindfulness
I listen to the calm app some days. I try to  not see things as good or bad. They simply just are events that happen. It's hard to not react or respond, rather to just let things be. 

Creativity and Nature 
I'm singing, dancing, cooking, writing, taking photoes and listening to music. I've even self published a children's story which was inspired by a short video that I made
Winter blooms

Swans, ducks, birds, squirrels, trees, flowers and occasional blue skies have all been lovely corners of my world. 

I have amateur videos on youtube. I'm too attached to these wonderful moments and wanted to keep them somewhere. There's funny ducks at Spirit Quay and llamas at Mudchute farm

I've been buying fresh flowers to brighten things up. Chrysanthemums and roses actually survive outside on my balcony for weeks. I guess they receive more sun and fresh air. 

Flowers still grow on my balcony
These are the only flowers that have been thriving since September. My little balcony garden has brought me so much joy. 

Christmas
London has embraced Christmas. It was funny walking down Old Bond St and New Bond St. 
Cartier on Old Bond St
The designer stores reminded me of years ago a blog post I did on designer fashion in Paris. It feels like a lifetime ago when fashion was a huge part of my budget and I was obsessed with shoes. 

D&G window
The styles are so different to my mood and the times. In this covid-world, there's more dressing down with trainers. 

DIOR designer fashion
No more parties or bars for me. I don't see many people. 

I'm addicted to leggings and my long woolly socks. I have a puffy jacket that I regularly throw in the washing machine. 

Fendi lit up
It's still fun looking but I have no desire or budget for any of it any more. It's now like a curious exploration of a gallery. 

Coronavirus in the UK
They say there's a new variant of the virus and 40 countries have banned travel to or from the UK. The UK and European strategy is at the opposite spectrum to New Zealand.

Victoria Park on the weekend
In the UK, instead of suppressing or eliminating coronavirus, there's been an acceptable level of infections and deaths, so long as the NHS is not overwhelmed. To give you a flavour of life in the UK:
  • The travel industry has been protected with little border control with a token, but not strictly enforced quarantine. 
  • Lockdowns 2.0 in November & 3.0 in London since Saturday have been less severe, with takeaway food & alcohol more widely available now. Certain areas have been busy with lots of socialising and household mixing outdoors. Masks are more common but still not strictly enforced indoors, especially in shops. 
  • For weeks, we saw images of packed Regent and Oxford St on the weekend. It looked like everyone had forgotten there was a virus circulating. Some non-essential shops were packed and people were buoyed with optimism the vaccine was here. 
  • Celebrities and well known personalities broke the rules with parties in restaurants with dozens of guests. 
  • Certain industries don't wear masks nor socially distance. They try a bit more compared to lockdown 1.0 but they seem to either not care or think they are immune to the virus. 
  • Since the first lockdown, everyone has broken a rule or two here or there, generously interpreted the guidance and felt they are exercising their own common sense. Over the summer especially, I know mental health was used as an excuse to break the rules. 
  • Since December, sporting events, gyms and theatres were open, with up to 1,000 spectators allowed in Tier 2 areas which included London until just over a week ago. 
  • Testing has been somewhat unstrategic. Who knows how much bar, restaurants, shops and cab drivers are asymptomatically passing the virus on? There's no regular testing. 
  • Schools, especially secondary schools, have had huge numbers of infections but the government says they will take legal action on a council which sought to close schools in their borough. 
  • Primary schools remained open since reopening after lockdown 1.0 with the vehement belief children were less likely to contract the virus. Statistically this data was skewed since children were essentially shielded until June. They saw the new variant may mean children will be just as likely as adults to become infected. However, with schools open throughout the second half of the year, it is plausible we are also seeing a more representative set of data now. 
  • It was heart breaking to read of the children who have died from coronavirus in the UK. While there have not been many cases, that has been little comfort to those who have lost them. These deaths were not widely reported and the focus on deaths, which averaged 500 a day in the last couple of months, have not featured in mainstream media other than daily token facts and numbers.  
  • Universities reopened and became covid hotbeds in September. 
  • The protect the economy camp lobbies against any restrictions. Anti mask sentiments continue. Protests against limiting freedoms persist. 
  • Everyone thinks they are safe and covid free until they are not. Complacency set in and in December there was a push for the economy when either lockdown 2.0 should have been longer or the tiers tightened with tougher restrictions in the lead up to Christmas and with the onset of winter. It is now suggested a lockdown or toigh restrictions will now be necessary until the Spring. 
Mayfair street art
Christmas relaxation was stubbornly pursued as British exceptionalism until the 11th hour when the rest of Europe was locking down in December with limited changes for Christmas. The Prime Minister indicated absolutely the British public would have Christmas and described a cancellation as inhumane. 

Currently London and the South East are in Tier 4 which means no household mixing for Christmas, except 1+1 outdoors. When Tier 4 hit on Sunday midnight, it was announced at 4pm on Saturday. Train stations were packed as people rushed to exit the capital. 

We are all punished in lockdowns even though the majority are model citizens for 98% of the time. It encourages everyone to simply take and do what they can when the rules are relaxed or have minor rule breaks when restrictions are in place. It's a boom / bust way of operating. 

River Thames
How much is the new variant versus behavioural changes or the government relaxing too much in December is anyone's guess. Borders are shut but the variant is likely everywhere now, not just in the UK. 

It is another example of a lack of coordinated global efforts. Each country protects their own. This is why it will take longer and be harder for any of us to succeed in this global crisis. 

Inevitably, the UK will face more rules - perhaps masks worn outdoors too, curfews, outdoor activity restricted or a national lockdown with Christmas relaxation across all tiers cancelled. Possibly even a cap on how many households mix in any one week. There is a large suite of options the libertarians have avoided but may now be forced to impose on us. 

The ability of countries to continue to trade, operate and prosper is a test of one's own government, but also those of our partners. Whether we thrive as a team or pursue our own agendas remains to be seen.

London Westminster Houses of Parliament
The pandemic has been consistently poorly managed. The economic and public health continue to be treated as binary issues. This is why we have failed rather than succeeded to date. 

Public expectations are in the context of promises about Christmas, a limited 3 week lockdown in November, Tory MPs against further national lockdowns, worries about the economy & jobs and a government bound to an inadequate Tier system which saw most of the north of England closed for months. There is huge dismay now that any early warning signs were ignored. How much of this variant is about a government trying to shift the blame for a mess they have created because now countries are closing their borders to the UK because they continue with mixed messages and a poor strategy. 

If the UK and Europe pursued a New Zealand style approach of minimising  infections, it might mean we aren't in this cycle of mutating viruses running wild. It would mean strict hotel quarantines to avoid imported cases and a zero tolerance for rule breaking. However, there doesn't seem to be an appetite or enough courage. Rather, we pin our hopes on the vaccine solving all our problems. It might but that there are many who cannot take the vaccine, we don't know how long immunity lasts and the whole world will not be immunised overnight. It's a massive problem that is still far from over. Accordingly, the public health and economic crisis continues. 

Wall art in East London
Tens of thousands in the UK died. It's a record we should be ashamed of. We aren't the worst globally but we're clearly not the best. 

East London graffiti - Belly Mujinga died with Covid-19 on 5 April 2020
I limit watching or reading the news, but I am well educated and informed to ensure I stay safe. Similarly, I'm avoiding interacting on social media on this topic now. Most of my thoughts haven't changed since my first blog post on coronavirus at the beginning of the year when Italy locked down.

Wildbirds in East London
I don't feel anger or sadness any more. It is simply about being present, rather than thinking about the past and the way things used to be, or the future which continues to be uncertain. If I worry about it, that doesn't help. Perhaps all the animals and nature is  escapism but it is what is working for me. 

So 2021 is nearly here. For now, I've been lucky. My family and I are safe and well. I know more people who've had covid in the last few months. Fortunately none have died but some have long covid. Next Christmas will be better. This week I'm eating well but still mostly healthy. Weather permitting, I'm walking alot too.  

Tower Bridge in London
Emotionally I'm in a better place this year than I was this time last year. It's been a funny and strange year. I guess there will be more funny and strange things to come. 

Stay safe and well. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. C7. 

Saturday, November 21, 2020

Lockdown 2.0 - diary of a Londoner

Sunset - Thames River

Autumn sunshine makes me smile, but the evenings are chilly. The tide comes in & if I close my eyes it sounds like waves at a beach. I remember summer trips to Italy & that wonderful feeling of peace. 

Fuschia on my balcony

My little balcony garden has some late bloomers. They keep my spirits up. A little flower brings such joy. I am grateful to this plant, the seed which grew, the stranger who nurtured it, the nursery that sold it, the delivery company that brought it, the website that was made to sell it, the credit card that could be used to buy it & the life I have that I can enjoy it. 

I move pots around as not all spots are equal. The best place is the front corner which receives the most sun & rain. 

Llamas on the weekend

The weekend highlight is usually a long walk. I see llamas. It's such a treat. Anything out of the ordinary amazes me. These little escapes are like mini holidays. I forget for a while about 2020 & the world we live in. 

Am I trying to find the inner child in me & searching for that time when everything seemed simpler?

Blue skies in Autumn

When the skies are blue, there's a spring in my step. I know these moments are fleeting. If we could hold on to the blue skies somehow. I sing in my head when the grey clouds are rolling in - let the sun shine, let the sun shine. It's silly to think that singing this might hold off the rain for my walk. The rain comes & I think, well we need to accept the good & the bad. 

Animals socially distancing 

Everyone is respectful now & socially distances. I used to feel like I was maneuvering in traffic. I'd searched out alternative quiet routes & came out at less busy times. I don't worry so much about all of this any more. 

On twitter there's lots of covid deniers. I'm open to engaging with them but then some become nasty with insults rather than a discussion on views. I wonder if there is a mass rollout of the vaccine, what will happen to them? 

I've bought a new coat. It cheers me up. I don't know what I would have done without online shopping. When I put on something new, it gives me a buzz. 

Vegetables for dinner

This week I've been detoxing & exercising. I feel more energised. I eat lots of to manage feelings of hunger. At night I might have two bananas. The calorie counter tells me I'm consuming about 800 calories a day with my no oil, salt, sugar, bad carbs, dairy or meat diet. I've become accustomed to it. I can manage it for a few days. 


Kickboxing, weights, mini trampoline, HIIT, running on the spot & yoga takes up lots of time but it's better than sitting around eating all day. I used to do two workouts a day - these intense periods channel my frustrations & relieve my stress. I'm too tired to think too much about anything. 

Almond & hazelnut croissant 

The last few months, I've had too many cheat days, pasta & sweets. I'm back to being disciplined - the me that was happier. My clothes fit much better now. I'm glad I'm revisiting these old habits. 

For a few nights I had trouble sleeping. So I've tweaked my night time routine - bananas, cherries & a magnesium supplement. It's working! When I sleep through the night, my days are more productive & fulfilling.

Cleaning & laundry fill my weeks too. Messages from old friends and new are a welcome distraction. I'm doing zoom singing and zoom writing classes. Technology has meant connecting with creative people around the world & this pandemic has developed it further & faster. Throughout lockdown 1.0,  I was perpetually blocked & my creativity was stifled. It's a relief to be writing again. 

When I was doing charity work with children, they said it's important to give them your undivided attention. We so often don't give or receive that. I try to do that now for people of all ages - to hear what they have to say rather than to hear what I have to say. Writing is giving myself my undivided attention - to hear what I have to say, uninterrupted, not being judged & being kind to myself. 

Roses in Isle of Dogs Memorial Garden

They say we will have a vaccine soon. I know this time next year will be different. We just don't know how yet. Things will never be the same as before. Nor will they be the same as now. 

Sunday, March 8, 2020

Coronavirus after the Italian crisis - action needed & what we can do

Italy is a game changer - it is on the doorstep of the UK and the lockdown of Northern Italy which includes Milan, after the significant rise in numbers of infected and deaths - that indicates we have to take the Coronavirus seriously.

The UK has more than 200 infections and two deaths. Italy now has thousands infected with hundreds of deaths. This situation has developed in the last few days.

Tuesday, March 3, 2020

My Winter Balcony Garden


My tulips have started blooming! I bought these bulbs late last year from Poundland and feel so pleased they have grown.

My balcony garden has been so much fun. A few plants have survived the winter and I'm starting to figure out what can grow.

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

What Do You Do When You Feel A Winter Cold Coming On?

A bowl of fruit to snack on every day
Tonight I feel like I might be fending off a cold again and I checked with Dr Google. So tomorrow, I'll start my day with some hot water and lemon. I'll make a carrot, ginger and apple juice to go with my usual healthy fruits, oats & yoghurt breakfast, make some chicken soup and try to relax a little more.

Fresh carrot, apple & ginger juice in the morning
So whenever I've felt like I'm about to get a cold, I've been:
  • drinking more water, 
  • staying in my pjs, 
  • turning on the heater if it's cold, 
  • dettol door handles, light switches, taps and my phone, 
  • taking a nap, or 
  • resting in bed. 
It's strange doing these things because it is what I would do if I had a cold. Instead, I'm pre-emptively taking action.
Miserable 2019 Winter

Sunday, February 9, 2020

National Pizza Day - Seafood vegetable pasta spelt pizza with lemon zest


Two slices of yummy healthy pizza

Inspired by National Pizza Day, I made spelt pizza with leftover vegetable & seafood pasta today and it blew my mind.  Third time was the charm as is often the case when I cook.

Monday, February 3, 2020

Superbowl Half-time Performances - Jackson versus Prince

After watching the 2020 Superbowl half-time show with the exceptional performances by Jennifer Lopez and Shakira, I watched some of the previous year's. I narrowed it down to two favourites - Prince in 2007 and Michael Jackson in 1993. Decades apart but both incredible performances.

Prince is one of the greatest musicians and artists. The way he played his electric guitars in the pouring rain and asked if they could make it rain harder? Wow!

Rolling Stone's magazine ranked Prince's performance number 2 with U2's at number 1. A september 11 tribute is pretty hard to beat and I do admire Bono and the boys.

MJ was number 11. After the allegations of child abuse and the documentary, Jackson's music has fallen out of favour by the popular media and the mainstream. I still remember the first time I saw the Black or White video and as a child who was not black or white, it really made a statement. It made me feel a part of the world. It was about being inclusive and I think that his music has always felt real and authentic. MJ wrote Heal the World before environmental concern became fashionable. Despite the nostalgia, what impressed me about MJ's Superbowl show was the effectiveness of the long pause before he performed - creating anticipation. His first song struck the right mood and I had goosebumps. When the entire crowd were involved and turned over cards to reveal images of children holding hands, I thought 'genius.' Is it wrong that I still like Michael's music? In this age of political correctness, is it allowed? 

Another great performer - Madonna had me singing along to her hits, but Jackson's performance stood out for me.



Prince and Jackson battled over the years. Both were legendary in their time, pushing music to new realms and both now are no longer with us. They both knew how to work a crowd and make beautiful music. Whatever the circumstances of their life, music helps us in many ways and the marriage of music with sport is a great one. I wonder why the Premier and Champions League don't have a half-time performance ...


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Female Empowerment in J Lo and Shakira 2020 Half-time Superbowl

The halftime superbowl starring Jenny from the block, Jennifer Lopez aka J Lo, and Shakira nails female empowerment.

In the post-#MeToo era, the entertainment industry lately is finding its footing and voice. Recent trips to the cinema had me noticing the distinct shift in attitude to women. We are in a new dawn of correctness.

The performance felt authentic with Lopez going back to her roots with some of her old hits, including singing 'let's get loud' with her daughter along with an ensemble of young girls. Shakira brought a more international feel with her Olympic song Waka Waka (This Time for Africa). It was a show representing hope for a more united world and called for greater equality, inclusion and fearlessness.

Lopez and Shakira embraced their feminity with hip shaking and pole dancing. The Kobe Bryant tribute was also a fantastic touch. It was a visually stunning show and I have to say it was one of the better half-time acts that we've seen in a long time.

The choreographers, designers and all the behind the scenes work by creative talented people is commendable.

Aside from the annoying advertisements interrupting the youtube version of the performance which I saw - seriously how can they play an ad 3 seconds into Hips Don't Lie?, I really enjoyed watching the show and not having to stay up to watch it on telly.

The only other thing to mention is that initially I wondered what about young boys, people of other cultures and races or even white men that might feel alienated by it all? Then I remembered actually this is 18 minutes of a nearly 4 hour match of men competing and being paid vast sums of money. This is a small step given the gender pay gap in sports and entertainment. It is right that two latino women shine.

'Let's show the world what two little Latin girls can do,'  wrote Jennifer Lopez on Instagram. Indeed! We saw and applaud it.

We do have a long way to go for gender equality. Whilst there are laws and we say alot, the reality and practice is sometimes disheartening. Perhaps as a woman who has grown up through the rise in feminism, I expected more by 2020. However, I suppose if my grandmothers were alive, they might think well when we were young, we weren't allowed the right to an education, we didn't own property and have rights like women today.

My hope is that the changes today are not just to appease the post-#MeToo viewers and diversity critics. We need more women and greater diversity of cultures in positions of power. Fairness in class, genders and different races is needed. It is a conversation which needs to be inclusive of everyone, including those who have benefitted from the patriarchal past and status quo. By 2030, let's see how far we progress towards greater equality.

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